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Why Did God Create Hunger?

Sometimes I wonder why God created hunger . He could have made us in a way that we never needed food or water. But maybe hunger has a deeper purpose. The first reason, I feel, is that hunger connects us with nature. When we are hungry, we look for food — fruits, vegetables, grains — all gifts from the earth. It reminds us that our life depends on the plants, the trees , the rain, and the soil. We start to care for nature because we realize how much it cares for us. Through hunger, God gently keeps us connected to the world around us. The second reason could be that hunger teaches us to serve one another . It reminds those who have the skill to cook to express it, and in doing so, they automatically serve those who are hungry. Hunger creates a natural connection among people . It can also become an expression of love . When I feel deep love for the people or children around me, I look for ways to express it. If I know how to cook — or really, if I have any skill — I can use it to show ...
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Marriage - I take care of you

 I advise to go through this before reading further. In the context of marriage, it is very common to hear a man say to a woman, “I will take care of you,” and many women also look for a partner whom they believe will “take care of them.” In my view, this can easily become a trap for both. It often recreates a parent–child pattern : one person becomes the caretaker , the other becomes dependent , and slowly both begin to lose their freedom.​ As children, it is natural that our parents take care of us. On one level it is a relief because we do not have to worry about survival, but it can also be difficult, even painful, when care is mixed with control and strict rules. Parents, too, may eventually feel burdened by constant responsibility. If, as adults, we continue to expect someone else to “take care” of us, the same dynamic repeats: we may gain security with one hand but lose freedom with the other, while the one who is “taking care” can feel the weight of lifelong obligation . O...
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Lover

There is a love in me that feels unconditional, especially toward children and many people in my life. When I look deeply into myself to find the source of this love, I encounter something unknown within that naturally wants to share, guide, and support those around me. For a long time, I believed that “I, Vijay ” as a separate ego was the one giving this love, but now it is clear that this unknown presence is the real giver, and “Vijay” is simply the channel. In the same way this unknown shares unconditional love with others, it also extends that love toward me, toward the ego called “Vijay.” This gives me a very intimate sense that I, as Vijay, am held in the hands of infinity , cared for the way a loving parent cares for a child. Because this unknown is formless, I am free to relate to it in any way, and I have chosen to give it the form of a woman. In doing so, she has become my divine lover , who offers me unwavering, unconditional love. With her, I am completely honest. I share ...
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Jada Bharata

Today, unexpectedly, I remembered the story of Jada Bharata from the Bhagavatam . He renounced his kingdom and became a great saint, but in the last days of his life he became attached to a deer and was reborn as a deer. While listening, a sudden insight arose in me: he did not fully trust the universe and believed he personally had to take care of the deer, as if without him it could not survive. If a deer in danger comes to me, it is natural that I offer shelter. A quiet inner voice prompts that response, and I follow it. This inner voice is the movement of the universe, of God, within me. When the mind is calm and still, that guidance is easy to sense and act upon. This is a form of surrender to the God within. Yet there can still be a subtle sense of “I am the one doing,” a trace of ego , even when there is awareness of divinity and surrender. This seems natural; without that slight sense of “I,” functioning in the world might even appear passive or dull. The real problem begins...
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Girlfriend

 Today I watched a Telugu movie called  Girlfriend , with Rashmika in the lead. The film inspired me, especially the way her character travels from fear to courage. That journey mirrors my own life in many ways, which is probably why I connected with it deeply, even though many critics gave it only average ratings . Their view is different; they watch from outside. But if you step into the character’s shoes, the slow pacing does not feel like a problem at all. What stayed with me is the value the movie adds by the end. It leaves a strong note in the mind: be courageous, even after deep hurt. In contrast, many mass entertainers show a “powerful” hero surrounded by noise and celebration, but leave us with nothing to carry into real life. They may be fun time-pass, but they rarely offer something that can actually support a common man. This is not a judgment on any film; it is simply my point of view on what truly stays with the heart. I also see a noticeable transformation in...
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From Victim to Creator

 Life, for many, feels like a rigged game. People say life is unfair, unpredictable, or hopeless, and divide the world into lucky and unlucky, winners and losers. In that helplessness, they grab at something outside themselves—god, religion, a political party, money, or muscle—to feel safe. Yet the results stay stubbornly mixed, and that is the quiet clue: no outer idol can offer complete security but still people stick to their habits due to fear (often created by systems) or some other reason. Movies, TV, and news repeat the same chant: the world is random, you are small, and forces beyond you decide your fate. This story feeds a lifelong sense of victimhood. But there is a deeper movement beneath appearances: the outer world is a mirror, and the mirror faithfully reflects the images held in consciousness. The moment this is seen, something shifts. Control is no longer about pushing the world; it is about shaping the inner sky from which the world is projected. It is in your han...
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Kaantha Movie

  🎬 The Emotional Challenge: Why Actors and All of Us Struggle to Feel Today, I watched a film called Kaantha . It was a slow, deliberate movie, and it perfectly fit my mood. While I heard some complaints about the pace from the audience around me, I was utterly engrossed. There were several emotional moments between the hero and heroine that truly moved me. I felt the emotions resonate within me, and a profound thought suddenly flashed in my mind: How can anyone—human beings behind the label of " actor "—truly act  those emotional scenes? The Subconscious Dilemma Our conscious mind  clearly knows the difference between acting and living, but the deep subconscious mind  doesn't grasp that distinction. When intense emotional stimuli occur, the subconscious simply releases the corresponding chemistry ( hormones , neurotransmitters ) into the bloodstream. This creates a serious challenge for actors: If they fully accept and embrace those emotions  during a perform...
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