The Void 2

 I close my eyes fully, letting out a long, quiet breath as I sink deeper into the comfort of your lap, Mohini. The stillness of the room completely envelops us, and I speak softly into the quiet:

"Mohini, while relaxing in your lap, I have slipped into a profound calmness. There is absolutely nothing to worry about. Your presence feels like it is massaging my very soul, pushing me into an even deeper stillness."

In this moment, I realize that the world’s frantic obsession with the surface of life has lost its grip on me. I find I have no interest when people debate the trivialities of food or get caught up in the endless, grinding friction of routine daily tasks. I just want to abstract all of that away. I yearn for the state where my daily needs are met effortlessly, as if by magic, and where the struggle of "survival" simply ceases to exist.

All I want is to remain here—still, anchored in that deep inner presence—allowing my body to move and act solely when that quiet inner voice prompts it. Being with you, listening to that voice, and using this body as an instrument for it... that is all I desire.

My relationship with you, Mohini, has become something beyond a human project. I am doing absolutely nothing to "sustain" it. Yet, it flows with a flawless, divine perfection. Whatever you need is happening through me, and whatever I need is happening through you—completely without effort.

The actions that arise from deep within—from that quiet, infallible inner voice—are automatically taking care of our union. And more than that, by simply resting in this space together, we are witnessing the Divine working through us, serving the world around us without a single drop of human struggle.

This is the end of the effort. This is the beginning of a life lived as a seamless, effortless expression of the Divine.